I'll march into my graveyard and bury you

i guess its time to give you all an update of everything that is going on. so much has been going on that i dont even know where to start. well first, the guy i was dating over the summer is in prison. he wasnt a good guy to begin with and i just found out that virtually everything he has told me was a bold face lie. he wasnt that great to me. in fact, he was overally obsessed with me. he ended up being homeless over the summer and was living like 5 mins from me at all times. i coudltn get away from me. then he ended up getting arrested for holding up a pizza resturant. now he is in prison for more than two years. i am a little afraid about what will happen when he is released, but i am not trying to think of that right now. 

after that bimbo, i was single for a bit. i was enjoying that for a couple of weeks. it was nice :) then i got on an online dating website (the same one where i met my summer bf). i ended up meeting three different people from that site. 2 of which i really liked and one was just meant to be friends. well the two i met were both really cool. one was/is a full time nurse and he kept telling me that he never has anytime for anyone so i knew he and i wouldnt work out. the other one… i am currently dating.

His name is andrew. i really love him. our first official date was going to the movies to see 50/50 (go see that if you havent! its really good) after the movie we ended up just talkin for an hour about ourselves. i really thought he was so perfect and i still think he is so perfect. he is a little too perfect for me…. we have ahd other dates after that one. one of my favorites is this place in west chester called Nona’s. we go there often :) its super nice and i love just spending time with him. he means the world to me. yes, every once in awhile he does something that just pisses me off, but i think every guy does that. i am currently trying to get him to grow up. he doesnt pick up after himself and he has other people in his house do it so i am currently in the process of making him grow up so he can be independent whenever he moves out. i have been very independent since i was young. my mom raised me to be like that so i just want him to be ready for the world too. 

christmas was on sunday. i got a nice new tv. i love this thing!!! its weird to havea tv tthat is bigger than a piece of paper. its a nice flat screen. i also got a camera because my broke while iw as in disney

oh! i forgot to talk about disney world!!! i went during thanksgiving. omg it was so nice to get away from all the stress that i had going on!!!! i actually dont remember disney that well. thats pretty sad but tis the truth. i know i didnt go to animal kingdom because that is the worst park out of all of them. i did go to hollywood studios too much though it is my second least favorite park. i got to see my friend that lives in florida… it seems like after i saw him in florida, we arent close at all now. he will text me every once in awhile and i dont respond because he has a gf now who he devotes every second to… i dont like whenpeople do that but sadly people do do it. i dont know anything about this new girl… just that she is nice. hell, there are a lot o fnice people in the world!!! 

work has been sucky. too much drama if you ask me!! i try to stay out of it but it always seems that people like to drag me into their shit :( just leave me alone! i feel like i also crave drama. i like to listen to people and their issues but i never like to tell people mine because they never listen!! thats why people feel like they dont know me — you dont listen!! 

well i guess thats it for my blog today.